A walk to remember.

Its time.

2012-01-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna act my age.

Work in progress :)

2012-01-18T01:40:00.000-08:00

#20

2012-01-18T01:32:00.000-08:00

The most loving the most merciful :')

You

2011-12-27T08:56:00.000-08:00

hey you there, yes you.

You sir, is one of a kind.

You make me smile.

you would take that extra mile,

and i would forget about this world for awhile.

That's your style.

My superman.

My man :)

Dream house #1

2011-12-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

Memandangkan I'm old and bakal mempunyai rumah untuk dihiasi.Why not start collecting some inspiration. You know what they say, prepare prepare and always prepare. Who said? me.

Pilih tone warna yg sesuai. Contoh kalau biru+white purrfect.

Ini contoh earth colour cokelat+hijau+kuning. They say these colour bring calming effect.

Love this. Nanti nak banyakkan white colour lah. Classy.

White couch. white couch ni fleksibel boleh letak bntal colour ape2 then mix and match. Sexy white couch.

Favourite tone. Green+ chocolate+yellow.Amazing.

Ini corner nak letak gambar ~~anak-anak~~ hiasan.hihi.

Sliding door and that drape tu panjang jadi mmberi ilusi ruang luas.*take note*

Mirrors for wide illusion.Nais.

I'm inspired and had learnt a thing or two about colours. So yes, I will continue my research. next time will be other part of my dream house. It doesn't have to be big, but it must have you in it. That's the uttermost importance :)

My soul.

2011-12-10T09:01:00.001-08:00

Reminder #1

2011-11-24T16:02:00.000-08:00

Hari ini,

hari ni aku dikejutkan dengan kehilangan.

Seorang remaja sebaya aku kehilangan sahabat,

Seorang anak kehilangan ayah.

Al-Fatihah.

Lebih kepada pulang dari hilang.

Mereka pulang,

Kepada pemilik mereka.

Dan aku,

Sedih dgn dosa-dosa aku.

Sebab aku juga akan pulang,disoal,

dan dihukum.

Jadi aku takut.
Aku sedih.

I want to change.
Need and will.
Starting now.

The world and I

2011-11-18T08:41:00.000-08:00

The world is moving,

but I stood here motionless.

The world is booming,

All I could hear is noiseless.

There's no sound,

because no one's around.

This feeling is profound,

because no one's around.

here.

How to get clean and clear skin :)

2011-11-13T20:28:00.000-08:00

I agree. But at least kene lah jaga jugak muka tu nanti kalau ade bnyak jerawat sebab malas jaga lepas tuu nnti nak kawen nnti mcmne nak jadi contoh kepada anak-anak tentang pentingnya hygiene dalam hidup ni. Oleh sebab itu i still wanna make an effort to have at least a clean face.Tapayah lah cantik vava voom macam model make up sane sini. All natural babe ;)

Haha.tajuk macam wikihow.
Since I kept forgetting these tips.I better yet wrote in down in a place i'm gonna read it everyday ( nanti rasa bersalahlah kalau tak ikut sbbdahpenattulis.lolol)

Wash your face TWICE a day.

In the morning- Splash your face with cold water for about ten seconds. Then pat with a wash cloth.

WHY? stimulate blood flow. yey nanti muka boleh nampak beseri ewah. I must remember this!

Then, get hot steamy water and place your face above the water.Not into.tak lawak?haha lawak jugak.hahahahaha.

WHY? this will open up your pores.

After that wash your face with oil skin cleanser.ohhhh.bila dah terbukaa senang nak cuci betuljugakk.must remember! After cleaning them, do the usual steps which are applying toner and then moisturize them with moisturizer (lol obviouslylah).

Exfoliate your skin once a week. If you're a ~~cheapskate~~ like natural stuff. You can make your own skin exfoliate thingy. Exfoliate ni penting untuk remove blackheads tauu tauu.haha. I don't know why i put that haha.seems to me the word blackhead is funny. ok2.

HOW TO MAKE IT? One table spoon of sugar plus one table spoon of olive oil.

EXTRA TIPS THAT I MUST NOT FORGET !

cause i'm scratching my face.
*Read it in a stewardess tone.*hihi.

Pull your hair back into a ponytail when you're sleeping so the oils don't get on your face.
Change your pillow cases often.
Drink lots of water to help your skin to be healthy, and try to eat healthy too.
Make sure your hair is always clean because grease from your finger or the front of your hair could be making your skin oily.

This time I won't forget. Mana tau tiba- tiba boleh cantik macam Nina Dobrev.

haaaaaaaa :OO

*facepalm*

But keep in mind that.

I must be getting old. Researching about how to have a clean skin is beyond my age. Supposedly. lolol.

Tapi hari tu ade kawan chinese dekat kelas ckp are you preparing for A level too? 18? bahahahahaha.yeyeye! ;)

Aidonnolahweiii

2011-11-10T11:34:00.000-08:00

Aku suke bulan ni.

NOVEMBER.

*wave2*

hye November :)

I've been waiting for you since February.

Time flies :)

Random

2011-11-10T11:00:00.000-08:00

One day, I wanna read Prophet Muhammad stories and Sahabah as a bed time story for my kids :')

Will I ever get there?

It's a question for me too :)

I know, random right?

And i was thinking.

I might need a bag pack to carry my books to class.

I want a cute one.

But i'm too lazy to shop.

so that's about it.

haa.In my British Council class, we've been exchanging cool stories (terrifying to be exact)

you know what,

my chinese friend saw a ghost.

hewhew.

It is just me who got fascinated with this fact or what?

oh, it's just me.

What Dean List meant to you?

2011-11-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

Patrick.The pink starfish.She's a girl.

Patrick received her final exam result a few weeks ago.(Imagine patrick in a girl version.Imagination people.It'a all about imagination)

The result came out nice.

But the thing is it's to early to judge whether Patrick is capable or not in becoming the best.

Since there are a lot more to learn.

And it struck Patrick. Should she feel complacent or should she feel sad for not obtaining 4 flat cause it's only a few more points left.see what i mean? patrick is forgetting that even to achieve that cgpa which shall not be name is a struggle between books and good night sleep.(It's a world war 438 to be exact.haha)Say what?

The point is patrick should be grateful and at the same time she'll work harder :)

May this result serve as a great start for Patrick as a linguistic and literature major.

Please pray for me.*uhuk*I mean Patrick.So that she'll stay grounded and work much more harder.

Cause it is what she loved. And it's a war to get there.

Alhamdulillah :')

I hope that i'll always stay as a successful student and ~~pretty~~ ~~sweet~~ ~~comel~~ hahaha manee adeetipujee and will be awarded 4k for achieving the dean list award.(amboi.melampau) hahahahahah :DDD

I just.*uhuk*I mean Patrick just want to make her parents proud cause it's been a while i haven't seem they smile so proudly over my (haha dah la tu dgn simile) achievements.Seems all the tears, the brain ache worth it. Along the way,Spongebob had given Patrick the strengh she never knew she had.Patrick owe spongebob everything.

The end.eh silap.To the new beginning and may Allah ease our journey. :')

True spongebob.True :')

P/s: Whatever the future hold us.There is always one thing that remains constant .You and my feelings towards you.(eh it's two.haha.waddehek)

To me it means i got lucky this time,really lucky(sebab rsult ni semuarezeki je yang penting sebenarnya usaha kita and bukannya kayu pngukur ape ape punn.Just a piece of paper yg mnyusahkan.haha) and i'll gonna work harder.Definitely harder.

Kelembutan ?

2011-10-31T11:00:00.000-07:00

I donno whyy but now i have soft spots for tiny2 things like cats and babies.*mata bersinar*

Nanti we must find this adorableeeeeeee lion outfit for our boys.You never know, we might live oversea ke :P

*pang!!*
Berangan lagi.Mungkin ni patut jadi blog for my dreams.ohhh.it is :')

Why I love you.

2011-10-31T10:36:00.000-07:00

and the list goes on and on.

There are many reasons why.

some of them are beyond words.

I love you because I know you will be a great leader of our family.

It would be an honor for me to kiss your hand every day after our congregational prayer together.

With our cute kids at the back.

And after that i'll make us some dinner.

watch tv together.

Our white couch.comfyyyyy :D

They'll be two tv in case our kids nak tgok cartoons and you wanna watch basketball with me.kannn?

*pang*

Enough with the day dreaming.

hihi.

Which one?

2011-10-24T17:26:00.000-07:00

You knock, He opens.

You attend, He welcomes.

You ask, He gives.

You sin, He test.

You repent, He forgives.

You cry, He listens.

Everything you do is about you; and everything He does is about you.

So,which favors of Allah would you deny??

فَبِأَيِّ آَلَاءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ(13)

Al-Rahman (55): 13

wish

2011-10-14T19:23:00.001-07:00

You.

The wishlist #4

2011-10-14T18:36:00.000-07:00

RM 3699.

I'm working on it :)

The secret.

2011-10-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

Ode

2011-10-13T13:22:00.000-07:00

We are the music makers,

And we are the dreamers of dreams,

Wandering by lone sea breakers,

And sitting by desolate streams; -

World-losers and world-forsakers,

On whom the pale moon gleams:

Yet we are the movers and shakers

of the world for ever, it seems.

(Arthur O'Shaughnessy)

Stanza 1, enjoy :)

The wishlist #3

2011-10-13T13:05:00.000-07:00

InsyaAllah.

I wanna travel around the world with you.

Can I? :)

The wishlist #2

2011-10-11T10:33:00.000-07:00

Turquoise 2011 Spring Summer.

Prune 2011 fall winter.

Callicarpa 2010 spring summer.

Rise up 2010 spring summer.

Dragon fruit 2010 spring summer.

Just white 2010 spring summer.

Lemon time 2010 spring summer.

Since my class is just beside the twin towers,I experienced the perplexing feeling of looking at beautiful things *dizzy* and these are the things that took my breath away today.

With a high confidence level and a face that could kill I even asked the price.

So yeah, a girl can dream you know.hihi :)

That purple one, that turquoise one, that prune one and that blue one look nice. Guess I'd fell in love with a completely different set of colours these days.Lets just say i'm growing older and more girlish. Hewhew ;)

The wishlist #1

2011-10-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

The plan.

2011-10-07T12:03:00.000-07:00

8.10.11

I might have to switch number 2 with number 3. Hewhew ;)

But still, soon. InsyaAllah :')

It had been a long day,

You know with sleeping and stuff.

so goodnight.

The nerd.

2011-10-06T11:23:00.000-07:00

I'm now reading collection of poems from the books i just borrowed.Somehow, i found poems much more relaxing than novels.Stop right there, I read novels too.I'm currently reading 'a walk to remember' also.*Just in case the novels get angry for neglecting them*Out of nowhere, i randomly decided to change my blog's name.Totally random. The thing is, i want my life to be live fully. *sigh* I'm over thinking my future again. Will i be as good as the good ones? What's so distinct about my work. *sigh* This is what i get from reading my seniors' poems and writings. Rase inferior lettew,hihi*pura-pura gelak sopan*:D

One thing i know is i'll work hard. Always will.

Trepidation is a mind game as someone told me.

I won't lose in that game.

I'm just worrying about my result that's all. InsyaAllah. It will turn out well. If it doesn't i'll simply work harder :)

Nerds will be nerds.hihihi *tibe-tibe* :D

I don't know whether this is normal or not. Somehow, I felt flowery when i'm in a bookstores.

Those books,sitting there,quietly.Just waiting for me to get them and tear them apart and rip them off.muahahahaha :D

Seriously,i need to sleep.

Now.

The choice.

2011-10-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

It wasn't easy but it was worth it.

It wasn't mellow but it made me strong.

It wasn't an easy choice but it made me, me.

Thank you all.

Especially you. Especially.

You are pathetic

2011-06-14T23:05:00.000-07:00

you are pathetic when

u forgot that family is the most important thing in life.They are the ones that will stay by our side through rough time, good time and sad time and whenu'reababyandcan'ttalkandthinkandu'recan'tstopscreaming.Especially rough times.Friends are the people who sometimes forget u when their life is easy pleasy.At least most of them are.This is fact.common nowwww :D

Family is all u got when every one else turns u down.

why?cause they love you.they love you cause u're their daughter or son.why u're their daughter or son?cause there are a process called(boring from there)

like seriously.your mom and dad will never give up on you.never.

they may have certain regrets though(haha kidding)

elena name diaa.hihi :D

when u got ur spm result and they sucks.they sucks real bad.as for your friends,they got all A's.for how long they'll stay sad for you?Are they not allowed to be happy?not fair (screamed the straight a's student)

You sucks in your exam or in your life totally is your fault.But family will never dump u for being stupid.lazy,a pain in the ass,really stubborn,kepala batu,donwanna hear people's advise,dumbass,failing all the time,always asking for money,mengabihkan borehh and the list goes on.They encourage you to improve.They stand by you.

and when u're now actually succesful in life,in exams,in blabla,in whatever you do.

go and celebrate with friends aa? yeaps.bye bye mom dad.i wanna get married now cause im successful and i achieved all this by my self.BY MY SELF?SERIOUSLYYYY?? shishhhh.u're one ungrateful person.

As for the successful person since they was a little boy or girl we( cehh kenape we?)

can never repay our parents doa' and the money that they spend for our education and being patient with all our attitudes and moods and sometimes they don't let us do the house work cause wanted us to study(i wish) haha.

ok,u're a pathetic person if u forgot u're parents when u're happy

cause when u're on top of the world,they deserve to be there with you.

The person who spend their whole life working hard only to see u happy deserve to be there :')

One day,when you have your own sons and daughters u'll understand.

There are things. :')

2011-06-09T22:48:00.001-07:00

For a while

2011-06-01T11:06:00.000-07:00

Analogy analogy.

Picture it like this,

Someone gave u a small kitten.

He lend it to you.

lend.remember that.

For a long time,

But the promise is,

One day,I'll take it back okay?

but i'll not tell u when.

You agreed.

You fed the kitten,played with it,spend every single day of your freakin' wonderful life with this cute little adorable kitten.

Few years later,

You began to forgot that cat was borrowed,

You became so attached to it.

soo soo attached.

Years goes by,

Now you can't even imagine what your life would be without that cat.

That one cat.

Until one day,

the owner wants it back.

because it's really his cat from the beginning.

remember?

the feelings?

How sad would you be?

what exactly will it feels like?

but he promised that u'll see it again.

one day.

conclusion,death is inevitable.

whether u're ready or not.

to lose.

I'm not.I know i'm not.

Just be thankful for every single second we had with them.

Our loved ones.

Being thankful is what people seems to be forgetting lately.

The masterchef

2011-05-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

Meet Joanne.The main person of my analogy today ;)

I was watching Masterchef Australia with full of excitement today caused I'm full with energy.

It was the episode where the bottom three chefs had to go to the elimination round and faced the pressure challenge.

Deymm,I was excited,adrenaline was kicking in.why?just exaggerating yaww.The bottom three was Joanne, Dominic and Matthew(i guess)

They had to bake a sensational black forest cake with all the elements in it.

it had to be five layers,with the crunchiness of the nut or whatever,and the moist of the cake had to be retained.

cut short,it was hell of cake.really hard to make.

Still,its not my point.

okayyy,they had like 1 hour 45 minutes to replicate the black forest cake.

when the time start.

Dominic was ahead.

Matthew was second.

They had a smooth sailing.All fancy with the thermometers and other utensils.

Poor Joanne was struggling.

Running here and there.

like helpless little kitten(?)fish(?)

gasping for air(?)water(?)

she was out of control.

I reckoned that she would give up cause she was too far behind.

but out from nowhere,

she pulled herself together and began to organize her work.

and she made it.

she managed to move as fast as the other two.

And and and,the most delicious out from the three.

As for Dominic,the leading man.

His cake melt in the center cause by some mistakes he made.

and he presented his cake with only three layers.

others?five.

as for Matthew,

he overlooked one cherry and forgot to deseeded it(is that the term?)

see,one second u're up,

and u're down below the bottom.

It's a round world.

Allah will give you the courage.Pray for his guidance.Have faith will ya?

you never know.

yup,we simply don't know.

while u're up there,be thankful to Allah.

and down there,have faith.Allah is with us

The ride

2011-05-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

Not everything is as simple as you thought it could be.

Life can be cruel.mean.

That doesn't mean that life isn't that beautiful and breath taking at the same time.

How your journey goes is your call.

We surely don't know the things that lies in the future.

One thing is for sure.

Life is like when you're driving a car in the middle of highways.

You can't deliberately stop cause you're just plain boring of the ride.

You can't give up in the middle.

There's always a way out.

As for the highways,we have RnR.

but surely you can't give up before reaching the rnr.

or can you?

Risk yourself to be hit by other vehicles that wanted to reach their destination

Everybody is rushing there.

Everybody is tired and sick of the traffic jams and just plain tired.

They don't stop.

Why should you?

Live life the way it should be lived.

There's a reason why u're the one who is still breathing.

There's a reason Allah gives you the chance.

The irony.

2011-05-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

There was one story about a very old lady.She was about 90 years old I reckoned.

She lived with her son which was married to a wonderful women.Their marriage were blessed with a cute pair of twins.One day,the old lady felt a pain in her chest.They were all very worried and rushed to bring her to the hospital.They refused to lose her due to heart attack.As they thought it was.

On the way there,their vehicle got hit by a truck.It was a brutal accident.The percentage of living was almost zero.Only one person survived.The dead victims were a man,a young woman and a pair of twin.I guess you know who survived?

After being checked by doctors,the old woman pain in her chest was caused by indigestion.

oh.the irony.

Allah knows all.Allah controls all.kunfayakun

My other half :)

2011-05-13T15:20:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to youu :)

happy birthday to youuu :)

happy birthday to loveyyy :)

happy birthday to you :)

14 Mei 1991.

Thanks to our beloved ummi bersusah payah melahirkan and membesarkan that one person that had grown up to be so wondeful.

Ummi and walid banyak berkorban.

And today here u are.

one grown angel.

They will always be proud of you no matter what.

Lepas hari ini u're officially 20.

Twenty is a big number.

There's a lot in our plate.

Bukan makanan je.ehehe :P

u're the person that umi,walid,abg shafique,amel,asha,afia,ayid,umi,abah n I miss so much.

u're the person that we love so much.

u're the person that is super talented.

u're the person that has a voice of an angel.

u're the person that play basketball as skillful as anyone else can be.

u're the person that can cook better than masterchef Australia and junior masterchef.hee.

u're the person that never forget Allah no matter how far u had travel.

Across the ocean,across the deep blue seaa~

As for us.I'll keep it to us :')

bukak card tuu tau? :)

I am one lucky girl :')

to have u in my life is a blessing.

I'm blessed.

This year,its different.

u're there and we're here.

but our hearts.

With you.

Always.

This year we're going to be a better person :)

May Allah ease everything :)

Happy 20th birthday angel.

We love you.

I love you :')

Your happiness is my happiness and your sadness is my sadness :')

May all your beautiful wishes come true lovey :)

Happy birthday :)

much love :)

2011-05-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

Happy

2011-05-05T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hari ni kan suke uia :)

cgpa dah die kire balik.

nasib baik dia betulkannn.Agknye calculator rosak time tu.wuwu :')

Tapi xpe.dahh dibetulkan.

Ade benda yg perlu dilakukan dgn my pointer tuu.hihi :))

More closer to my dreams :)

satu sem je lagi.

yeay :')

I'm looking forward for so many things this year.

Can't wait.

Ya Allah mudah kannn semuaaanyaaaaa.

You're the brightest colour in my life :')

New

2011-05-04T11:15:00.000-07:00

New layout.

I don't know why i change it.

I needed a new leaf i guess.

This week is just joyful and blissful at the same time.

I get to spend time with my grandma.

You see,she's 80.The new 20 :')

Every moment is a moment that I would't want to miss.

Being with her.Talking to her.

She gave me something that no one could ever give me.

Something..

She made me felt the feelings that no one could ever made me felt.

I want her to watch our wedding.I want :')

I want :')

In life,whats done is done.I made an oath to myself.I wanted to fill my life with love.

I wanted to live this one life as properly as i can.As a servant,a daughter,a granddaughter and a wife a.k.a the lover.

Death : The beginning.I'm hoping the easiest way and I'd prepared for it.

Family : Most precious.

love : life

p/s : twenty four.I wrote it here so I don't forget :P

I guess i have to update more frequentlah.haha :D

I'm attracted to softness lately.

*malu* boohoo !

lepas ni nak cakap lemah ~~lembuttttt2 :)~~

Mine :)

2011-05-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

A holiday is a holiday :D

2011-04-20T10:46:00.000-07:00

My holiday is basically an escapism from everything and i can't wait to get busy.Or not.

anddd anddd anddd :)

That moment when you're really getting sleepy but then u can see that she's enjoying your conversation so you help yourself to stay awake for her.heee :')

How do you do the things you do?

A question that I will spend the rest of my life figuring it out.

With you by my side.

Thank you :')

teheeee2

no poem.boohoo kinaaa.no poem cause u're busy sleeping and directing movies in ur dreams.boohoo.

We had been invaded by monsters :B

2011-04-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

I have an inevitable fear.It came from a deadly monster.They are monsters!!!even one is enough to kill and destroy our whole population.They are scheming to invade us.(in my mind).They may look nice and act all decent in front of you.The thing is,your pathetic delusion of safety will explode into the realization that no where is safe any more.you can run.but you can ~~never~~ run away.

NEVERRRRRR EVERRR.WUWUWUWU :(((

I'm petrified.The persistent whispering of her sound.The impending danger.I must run!I must flex those muscle like an athlete.My ~~beautiful~~ hands are flailing in the air.Lurching with its own rhythm.I'd began masterminding my own extrication.I'd started to disengage with my fear.My feeble attempt is a success!!!!!!!!!!

I'd flee across the bathroom and into my ~~very yellow~~ room.I'd won this battle :)

This time.And of course every other time.BAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh*

May my fear towards you became less fixated and maybe one day,we can shake hands.or maybe not.(Like i care.)*evil laugh*But for now,I'm still scared of you rascal ! blueks :P

p/s:I am sooo talented in drawing.hahahahahahaha ;DDDDI'm amused by my own stupid jokes.lolololol :B

World is about to end.

2011-04-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

How can i put this into words?nahh.i just love this song.enough said :)

Quickly-John legend

oh, news said it, oh yeah.

if i had 20 million dollars in a vault somewhere baby,

it wouldn't matter anyway,

because the doctor told me that im dying slowly,

so i guess i gotta love you while im here baby,

(did you know?)

the news said that,

the sky is falling,

the globe is warming,

my countries waring,

leaders are lying,

time is running lower and lower,

baby, nowhere to go

[Chorus:]

oh ohh i,

i know we just met but baby could you love me,

quickly, quickly,

i want you to love me like you know the worlds about to end, baby, quickly.

[Brandy:]

oh, you said you didn't even know my name,

but,

told me that we might as well make ours the same,

what do you think baby,

(no time)

think it might as well be light years away, ohh,

we just better land on the stars before they come crashing down,

cause i heard the news said,

[Bridge:(both)]

the sky is falling,

the globe is warming,

my countries waring,

leaders are lying,

time is running lower and lower,

baby, no where to go,

oh ohh ohh ohh oh

i know we just met but baby could you love me,

quickly, quickly,

oh, want you to love me like you know the worlds about to end baby,

quickly,

yeah, that's right baby,

kiss me like the world is quaking,

do it like the earth is shaking,

you got it baby,

that's right love me,

feel me like our time is sprinting faster,

running out on us

[Chorus:(both)]

i know we just met but baby could you love me,

quickly, quickly,

(hurry up and love me)

oh, want you to love me like you know the worlds about to end baby,

quickly,

oh oh ohh ohh ohh

you barely know me baby,

but you gotta love me

quickly, quickly,

oh yeah,

you gotta love me like you know the worlds about to end baby,

quickly, yeah

oh you gotta love me,

gotta love me right now,

like the worlds about end baby,

love me quickly now,

the news said that the sky is falling,

just love me, love me.

The last tomorrow.

2011-04-05T08:40:00.000-07:00

The last tomorrow

A twirling ball,

A sombre night,

As the fear crawl,

The heart will fight.

Darkest terror,

Brightest trepidation,

Of what to come,

Of what the future welcome.

Tomorrow,

Should you erase all the sorrow,

Ignite the blissful time that follow.

It may be the last tomorrow.

The fire.

2011-03-31T10:26:00.000-07:00

After hearing that Rebecca black song FRIDAY.

My Friday will never be the same again.

My sense of hearing had somehow became deteriorated after listening to her song.

btw tomorrow's Friday.

ehem.ehem.I think i just created a poem.

for FRY-DAY.It must be a hot day thus a hot poem will be publish :)

The fire

Not a day goes by,

Have I forgotten my apple pie,

For the taste of desire,

I found myself in the blazing fire,

Burning but yet so warming.

*I felt so productive tho it is terribly short and lame.lololol*

*p/s : Wellingtonian tggalkanlahh komen.hihi ;)

The first

2011-03-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

'would you let me love you long time?'-bep-

cute cartoon :')
Like any normal night.like any normal girl.

I'm still here.

presenting my first villanelle poem!

it was my first poetry class.My first assignment.

all those rules are killing me.but hey,i might get better someday.who knew(?)

So authentic that all else seems like whispered lies,

A profound sensation for us to convey,

Our love inflames beyond the skies.

White flutter of your wings upon my eyes,

Indeed an answer to my lonely pray,

So authentic that all else seems like whispered lies.

As strong as intertwined roots if we are wise,

Remain unchanged from Sunday to Friday,

Our love inflames beyond the skies.

Like a white dove humming to a forlorn sighs,

I held a deep yearning every single day,

So authentic that all else seems like whispered lies.

Intoxicated with the warmth of sunrise,

True,it is a feeling impossible to decay,

Our love inflames beyond the skies.

Whose bright white fire of affection never dies,

Single stars that lights my lonely way,

So authentic that all else seems like whispered lies,

Our love inflames beyond the skies.

*I can't help myself from being so ~~romantic~~.bahaha :D

Answers.

2011-03-03T08:18:00.000-08:00

I'm afraid of the future.Terrified exactly.

Aren't we all?

Protect the person I love so much ya Allah :')

Our life,our fate is in Your hand.

We'll get through this.

Ease everything ya Allah.

Faith.All we need is faith.

Everything is gonna be all right :)

Take care sunshine.though u're far across the deep blue sea i can still feel the heat . tehee :)

Life

2011-02-28T08:11:00.000-08:00

Are you living or are you just existing ?

New Zealand :')

2011-02-18T08:11:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah.14 feb 2011.
You're in New Zealand :')
safe and sound.We'll get through this :)
Once in a while,right in the middle of an ordinary life,love gives us a fairy tale.

Three more papers to go.
Three month of vacation ahead.
weeee :)

Words

2011-02-09T20:58:00.001-08:00

There are three types of people in life.One is good,one is bad and the other one who lost his/her true self when in rage.I made a huge mistake with my words and I got caught up with my anger.I lost myself. From the bottom of my heart.I'm sorry :'(

Mind ur words kina cause they'll be used against u.mind ur words.I learned that i must change.Thank you friend .

I'l never be the same again .

firman Allah SWT surah Al-Hujuraat ayat 11 yang
bermaksud : Dan janganlah setengah kamu menyatakan keaiban setengahnya yang
lain; dan janganlah pula kamu panggil-memanggil antara satu dengan yang lain
dengan gelaran yang buruk."

Org buka aib kita dekat dunia dekat akhirat Allah buka aib mereka pula.Itu janji dia dan dia x pernah mungkir janji.What goes around comes around.Tunggu jelah akhirat nanti.Allah maha adil.I'm a human.I make mistakes.Minta maaf ya Allah.I'd learned so much.I promise to myself i'l be a better person :')

Final awaits,ya Allah ease them for me please.amin.

Rose within us

2011-01-27T19:16:00.000-08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

There are something that i must wrote in order for me to remember.I don't want to be one of those who forget.Then again,life is about option and i choose not to forget this.

Yesterday's class was intriguing.I was fascinated with one particular lecturer that i adore so so sooo much.
Madam azimah.she is so pretty yet so brilliant and the way she uttered her word.I can die.seriously,she's good.She kinda reminded me to my high school teacher.how i miss them.wuwu T_T

some of her words fascinates me.she gives us all a question to ponder and contemplate.'If Allah want us human to be perfect why did he created us as human and not as angel on earth?'. True that.

Human are likely to make mistakes.What set us apart is we came back.we came back.again,we came back.We seek forgiveness from Allah.We came back :)

There's always room to improve.Thats where option comes in.we choose to not more doing sinful act and came back to seek forgiveness.That's what make us HUMAN.we forget sometimes but we came back.to our roots.to our creator.we don't have to be forever astray.

to me,within every soul there is a rose. The beautiful and wonderful qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns which is the flaws.We end up thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies.

There is a rose in each and every one of us.Trust me :)
There's always a room for improvement.I hope i'l be improving a lot throughout my life.

in cct class,xifu naser invited one of his friends who is the ceo of a shoe company.BATA.He is also a hose for a tv programe called al-hijrah.Then again,thats another story.

till then,
salam.

Thnks to those who remembered my birthdayy.appreciate it.I'm officially 20.

Tahun baruu ade bnde menarik x ? 2011 menarik kot .

2011-01-01T23:32:00.000-08:00

Selamat tahun baru !
Today dah kene balik uia balik . pfftt lah .
ini post dari org yg berumur 20 tahun . wah :)

I'm twenty . twenty .
2011 ni ade more challenges sikit (?) apa ayt keling ni . (ape racist ni)
I'm sure i'm gonna get through it all .

ok nanti bila dah tua2 tgok balik entry 2011 ni msti bosan -__-'
nanti nak buat entry lain lahh pasal 2011 ni . bdayy wish list ke.

haaa . yg dah brjanji2 nak belikan barang oversea tu cepat pos . haha :D
ok dah . xde mood pun . nanti2 lahh .

happy new year . May Allah bless us all.

pernah nampak kucing pakai braces ? -__-'

2010-12-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

Mestilah x penahhh . sebab manee adeeee . haha !
The thing i wanna say n show is I'm officially wearing braces untuk mnjadi lebih comels . haha :D
taklah . gigi buruks sebenarnya.i'll be wearing it for 1 years only . teheee . kinda awesomee .

mesti kawan2 dentistku sukaaa tgokk ni . learn my teeth weyhh . haha :D

i know . i knowww . mukee busuk -__-' tapi nak tnjukk besi . roar !
result mid sem baru dpt satu subjek je . yeye A . doakan yg the rest okayy ? (:
till then ,
salam .

Changes are for good :)

2010-12-17T09:19:00.001-08:00

hye blog :)

hyeeeeee bloggggg ! lame x conteng kau ni .

i'm sorry for not updating u wahai blog.ceh.asal mintak maaf pada blog ni.

okayyy.the reason is there's soo much happening right now sampai i forget to write it down.

semuaaa yg berlakuu right now are a jumble of emotionn .

It's a mark of change in my life wohh.

firstly now i'm a bachelor of english languange and literature student :')

ya allahh alhamdulillahhhhh finally i got to further my studies dalam bidang yg memang my passionnnnnnn . aarghhhh . *to express betapa full of emotion i am when updating this :')

Alhamdulillah my studies are doing great with all the new knowledge.mmg eager gileeee lahhh.mmber2 call me nerd kot.-__-' hanya daku yg faham betapa i really wanted this and once i got this im not going to let my exam result to be everage.ya allahh bagilah dean list ni bertahann.doakannn.doakannn whoever cute reader yg reading this :)

okay.thats one thing.then perubahan tempat tu i can adapt lah.nilai best kot.*ikhlas ni :)

n my lovely friends tq so muchh mmbuatkan everything seems much easier dkt sane.yeah2.study betul2:)

changes.involves lots n lots of emotion.ade satu lagi changes that will happen.before this everything seems like mcm perancangan je.like blurry image jelahh on hows things are going to be like.now after result keluar my lovely future husband ni konfirm sekonfirm konfirmnye will be flying to New Zealand next month.haa.part nak mnghantarnya tu will be a tough one.xpe2.mungkin the methods of contek mngontek itu akan berbeza.mungkin kita akan skype n less text.mungkin kita akan busy.but heyyy my feeling towards u will never change :')after all ini untuk future kita kan?wahhh terasa tenang sikit.n lebih matang.cewahh.haha :D

changes2.perubahan itu perlu dlm hidup.like languange,evolves jugak through time.dulu mane ade perkataan blog.pernah dgr nenek ckp 'nek nak update bloglah hari ni' haaaaa.mane ade.so right.everything change.but depends on ourselves to choose which part remain constant throughout our short life ni :)

till then ,
doakannn tau ?
if u wanna me to change anything tell me.

salam (:

Keeping it low (:

2010-11-15T00:43:00.000-08:00

I'm nobody!who are you?

Are you nobody too ?

Then there's a pair of us?

Don't tell,they'd advertise u know

How dreary to be somebody,

How public like a frog,

To tell one's name the livelong June,

To an admiring Bog .

-Emily Dickinson-

I'm nobody (:

keeping everything to myself.

Sorry peps (:

Beauty

2010-10-10T13:59:00.000-07:00

This week got me thinking .
past few days spnjg mnggu ni adalah mnggu mnjage babahh.weee.
masak2 n all.
n something wonderful happened (: thanx love .

by the way.my post is kind of rememberance to myself jugak.
lately i've been soo obsessed to be perfect n keep on blabbering about lots n lots of my imperfection.iyelahh.semua nk cantikk kan ? i mean . bukannya like we wanna be as beautiful as those models out there. just the nature of human being yg x pnh puas dgn ape yg ade.ohh2 . stupid me.ish2 kinaa.haha.

luckily i have my advisor to keep me back on track n x terus trjerumus ke dalam kancah low self esteem yg melampau.iyelaah.if terbawak2 it could get serious.

then2.this week ade bwk babah a.k.a my beloved nnek to the hospital.yaa.i admit ni bukan first time datang hospital.my moms works there.of course dari kecil ppum tu dah jadi tempat permainan kuu.*naik turun lif*usik2 doktor n ppum nurses*curik stetoskop.haha tipu je.

but still.during my early age.i failed to observe n absorb what is the most value that can be acquired dalam hospital tersebut.ahaaaa.now i see.bila ade bnyk manusia.kita nmpk bnyak ragam.n if im in a hospital of course manusia yg datang tuu sebab sakit n some of them work there,tu mestilah.

but the main focus here is the patient.omg mcm2 penyakit ade.ade yg xde kaki.im guessing kene amputate sbb diabetes kot.ade yg muke diaa mmg kesian lahh.ade yg xde tgn.n memandangkan bawak babah pergi klinik warga emas.mestilah jumpa bnyk ORANG TUA.

ade yg mnggigil2 pakai tongkat.ade yg bongkok.wrinkless mmg bnykkk lahhh.n it struts me.heyyy.kecantikan ni will last smpai bila?is it that important cause sooner or later kita semua akan nmpak same.tua n berkedut.no offence babahku yg cantik ;)

by that time only our inner beauty that shines through those same old face.bila kita baik dgn org dari muda maka kita akan dapat bnyk kawan n tiada lawan.bila kita xde musuh or in other words enemy,semua org akan bacakan yassin for our funerals.mudah sikit kehidupan akhirat kan ?

so to me physical beauty is nothing to be worried about.yaya.tapi jgnlah smpai selekeh nk mmpus pulak.sederhana jelah.i mean kita bersyukur yg Allah da bg kita anugerah pncaindera yg sempurna.though kita x cntik mcm aishwarya rai.awwww:') cantikkk!tapi akhlak kita cantik mcm akhlak nabi.teheee :)

in a nutshell.*MUET2.haha . physical beauties will fade . only whats inside counts.n if some people failed to see that .its their lost.not ours (:

tq Allah for all the great things yg Allah bagi kina.Alhamdulillah (:

Raya 2010 :)

2010-09-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

2010~

selamat hari raya kinaa :)

Tahun ni tahun last beraya sebagai seorang belasan .

tahun depan dah puluhann~

wahhh.cepatnya masa berlalu .

bnyknya moments dah past .

Alhamdulillahh masih ade nnek di kampung.

ade babahh~
tapi habib dah xdee.lain sikitlah raya tahun ni.

kurang seorang.alfatihah.

hmm.masa berlalu.umur meningkat.

semoga kina mnjadi lebih matang.

i hope that the future hold something special for me (:

happy eid ;)

study for finals~

Khitbah :)

2010-09-07T10:08:00.001-07:00

Ini copy paste je . saje2 (:

Nak share la sikit... kalau slaah mohon perbetulkan ya...
melamar, meminang, bertunang tu = khitbah.
merisik tu, baru proses menyiasat ttg calon. Bila keinginan disuarakan baru jd khitbah

Mengenai tradisi masyarakat Melayu telah mengformalkan khitbah itu sbg cth; dtg secara berombongan, bawa hadiah, makan-makan... dan biasanya khitbah Melayu ni sure2 lah nak kawin.

Adapun khitbah dlm Islam, lebih kepada tempoh mengenal.
al-maklumlah, mana ada istilah couple dalam Islam. Kecuali bagi yg dah berkahwin.

in addition, syarat khitbah cukup hanya dengan seorg lelaki menyampaikan niatnya utk memperisterikan seorg perempuan (atau sebaliknya), dan si perempuan (atau sebaliknya) menyatakan kesetujuannya.

dengan kata lain, tak payah pantun2, tak payah tpk sirih, kenduri tunang etc...itu semua hanyalah tradisi... untuk memformalkan prosedur khitbah.. Namun, tetap saja tak salah...

Batasan bg yg berada dlm tempoh khitbah i.e. untuk mengenal, ttp saja tidak tertakluk kepada peraturn pergaulan dalam Islam i.e. sama saja seperti hbgn lelaki dan perempuan yg tidak berkhitbah.

Adapun khitbah bukan utk menghalalkan hubungan lelaki dan perempuan, tetapi another step toward marriage i.e. to legalize a relationship between male and female.

Mengenal dalam Islam adalah, via 1) self-observation, ex: memperhatikan bentuk pergaulan si calon pilihan hati, melihat kepada apa yg dizahirkan yg blh menarik perhatian etc. 2) third party. ex: bertanya pada sesiapa yg dekat atau mengenali calon itu ttg kekurangan dan kelebihannya.

Proses khitbah juga membolehkan si calon untuk mengenal keluarga calonnya itu... biasanya dgn demikianlah sama ada khitbah akan diteruskan atau tidak.

Adapun penilaian biasanya terhadap beberapa faktor seperti.. 1) agama, 2)harta, 3)kecantikan, etc...

Akhir sekali, jika sepanjang khitbah sama ada pihak lelaki atau calon mendapati terdapat faktor2 yg tidak membawa mereka kepada persepakatan, (biasanya masalah qurratu a'yun. hehe) spt, sikap, tiada apa2 yg dapat menarik hatinya, kesukaran untuk menerima keluarga calon etc. boleh saja khitbah itu dibatalkan.

Namun, spanjang tempoh khitbah, wanita yg dikhitbah tidak boleh dikhitbah oleh lelaki lain. Jika mahu, si lelaki kedua hendaklah meminta izin dr lelaki pertama, atau tunggulah seandainya khitbah itu berakhir... atau si llk pertama menarik diri...

Subhanallah...indahnya Islam...

Alhamdulillahh I found u angel a.k.a my fiancee :)

Reunion :)

2010-09-06T10:38:00.001-07:00

hari ni ade reunionn~

dapat jumpa semua kawan2 lama.

best ohhh :)

borak2.gelak2.makan2.tgkap gmbaaa.omg teruja gila tgok kamera dslr tuhhh.diorg bwk bnykkk~macamanalah agknya my face dlm kamera tu.msti buruk.aarghh.xpelah :)

Then anip ade dpt hadiah from turkey.besnyee.dapat pashmina.cantik:)

anip pesan nak jadi isteri org kene matang sikit.haha :D i will be matured.hee.

adoi.penat sgt.

study pun x larat.

mahu tidur.sebelum tidur doa2 sket.mne tahu mlm lailatulqadr :)

nyte~

p/s: saya masih kanak2 lagi.maaf kawan2.perangai x matang lagi.coming soon KOT (:

Reunion :)

2010-09-05T10:08:00.000-07:00

Besok ade reunion dekat summit (:

x sabar nak pergi.dah lame x jumpa kawan2 lameee.

rinduuu:")

addition to that dpt makan BANYAK2!huarghhh!!!

lepas tu nak tgok prubahan2 yg berlaku seiring dgn peningkatan umur .

msti semua cantik2.

seganlahhh :(

but still.looking forward !

nak jumpa mye n all :")

thanx nadh sudi bawakkan.

kina selalu susahkan nadh.

maaf tau (:

thanx nadh !

tp kalau nadh tolong bwk sampai melaka mcm lagi best je :'(((

urm.nvmnd.nnti nak drive smpai melaka! wajib ! :"(

3.09.2010

2010-09-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

sekarang kann.

rasa dah rajin update blog.

sebab nanti dah tua mahu ada something untuk dibaca n digelakkan.

hey.sape yg x boleh rmmber the past kan akan repeat it.baik kita brjaga2.heee (:

3.9.10

birthday abah yg ke 51.

wahh.cepatnya masa berlalu.

mmg smua usia mningkat is it?

knapa x boleh stay kanak2?boleh mnje2 lagi dgn umi abah.haha (:

bday abah kina bagi perfume.

umi belikan baju melayuu.

n blnja makan di sacc mall.kat sacc mall saya dpt satu baju raya lagi.cantik gila!omg sukaaa (:

sambil makan2 berbuka bagi hadiah dekat abah.

urmm.abah dah 51.bnyknye salah kina dkt abah :'(

abah2.kina mntk maaf tau?huuu.kina syg abah sgt2.kadang2 tu mrajuk biasalah kan?haha.

malam ni kina dgn umi masak2 special untuk abah.

ade ketamm ade taugeee.

dan yg paling special kina buat air oren plus laici.

huarghh !

sedap gilaaa.hahaha:)

lepas tu mlmnye kita terawikh sama2(:

urm.agaknya mcamna lah smbutan tahun depan n tahun depannya lagi kan?

semoga kita semua pnjg umur n dpt sambut ramadhan same2 cni lagi.

uia jahat.bagi cuti kejap je.haha :P

umi abahh~

walau macamana pun kina ttap anak umi abah tauu?

yg masih kecik dan comel.

haha.

lately ni umi abah selalu ckp kita liat bangun.

bermulalah leteran nnti mcmana nak kejut n masakkan shakir.

haha.baik2.nnti kina praktis bgun awl2 tau?

jgn risauuuu~jgn risauuu~

umi abahhh~

kina syggg umi abah ~

i may grew old n have my own life lies ahead.

building my own family nnti.

but im always gonna be ur little kina (:

i love u both soo much~ :')

Ramadhan dan Syawal (:

2010-09-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

wohhh.lame gila x post something kat blog nyh.haha :D

today nak post laahhhh.

urmm.pejam celik pejam celik dah dua tahun tggalkan sekolah.

wahh.now dah 19.dah nak 20 dah mmndangkan birthday saya yang awal (:

sekarang dekat uia.asasi pun dah nak habis.we're entering new phase of life guys~

being a teenager ni omg fun gilaaa.sekarang ni i'm going through lots of fun n new stuff.exciting i say.but anyhow.setiap orang akan menempuhi dunia remaja ni mngikut acuan mereka sendiri.n i'd decided how's my style is gonna be.Alhamdulillah sekarang ni semua berjalan lancar.semua as i planned.n this year Allah had planned something new for me.I'm blessed for that (:

tup tap tup tap dah puasaaaa ! dah nak rayaaa !

wahhh.cepat masa berlalu.yaa.times wait for no man they say.

sepanjang mengharungi life ni lets not forget to appreciate who's in it.

sempena bulan ramadhan n dah nak raya ni tbe2 trase nak dedicated ucapan for some of my beloved friends (:

First n foremost kepada cik nadhirah kadir roomate saya selama berada di uia.mcm2 kitorg dah lalui kat sini.n macam2 experienced in life that we had shared.she help me a lot n im grateful to have her as my friend.haaaa.kau jgn bosan pulak kawan ngn aku dari sekolahh dulu.haha :D hey.sempena ramadhan ni aku nk mntk maaf jika ada salah n silap sepanjang persahabatan kita.maaf jika aku buat bilik kita bnyk rambut sampai kau jadi org yg suka mnyapu.mmaf jika aku bnyk mmbahan lawak2 kau.haha:D semuanya gurauan je.ape2pun.semoga our frienship last till the end.ingt tau smua angan2 kita.(kantoi gila selalu brangan psl masa depan)haha :D insyaAllah kita berjaya sama2.

then cik Tursina.heyyyy.lame gila kita x berborak kan? ape2 pun.we had been friends bertahun2 dahhh.mcm2 kita tempuh sama2.yaaa.life kat universiti ni mnjarakkan kita a bit.but ape2 pun ure still my best friend:) kalau ade ape2 kesusahan kau aku sure akan tolong.tanpa fikir panjang.kita kan turkina yg x dpt dipisahkan?ryte? kepada cik tursina yg cantik ni.aku nak mntak maaf jugak jika sepanjang persahabatan kita ni aku ade buat salah n silap.ade ape2 yg kau terasa ke?maaf tau?im just like any other human being.yg bodoh lagi bnyk buat salah.but heyyy.aku hargai semua pertolongan kauu?kau bnyk tlong aku during aku ade tekanan emosi dulu.ingt x?haha :D terima kasih kawan.aku sentiasa doakan kau berjaya :)

then cik myesaraaaa yg comel lagi mnje ni :) alhamdulillahhhh kau dpt ambik dentist.heyyy.usaha sungguh2 tauu?aku tahuu kau bolehh.mye ni budak bijak ni.aku bngga sgt dgn kau.rinduuu sgt oh dkt kau mye.lame x borak n gelak2.then usik2 kau psl abg is mkn ke ti.hahahaha :D Ya Allah aku bnyk trhutang budi dgn kauu.kau bnyk tolong aku dkt skolahh.bnyk kita share same2.haha;D kita ni bnyk tekanan emosi kann?haha.trima kasih bg aku tidur dgn korang.omg sweet old times kan?pegi mne2 je same2.then aku dtg kelas lahhh.tarik kau keluar kelas lahh.haha.mcm2~ sempena ramadhan n syawal ni pun aku nak mntk maaf n halalkan semuanya tau?semoga persahabatan kita kekal~

bila dah masuk uia.ade ramai kawan2 yg baik (:

jumpalah seorang.khairul amira zain yg cantik molek nyh.fewitt ;)

lama kan kita lepak sama key?

dari sem 1.omg macam2 terjadilahhh.

semua bnda baru n fun.

kita pegi jalan2.lepak2 bilik.gossips.then harungi masalah relationship.

i think we grew a little sense of maturity together.from u dapat pulak kenal ili.haha.macam2 :)

jadi sempena dah nak raya ni pun aku nk mntk maaf kalau ade salah n silap.halalkan semua tauu??I'm soo glad to ever be friends with u.ade rezeki jumpa lagi key YEAAA ;)

lagi sorg kawan uia.cik atiqah.lame gila x dgr crita.we had been friends since sem one ohh.aku harapkan yg terbaik untuk kau.though bnyk masalah bertimpa2.just stay strong lahh.kesian pulak aku dkt kauu.sabar je tau?Anything happens i'l still be ur friends n mndoakan semua yg terbaik untuk kau.aku pun nak mntk maaf kalau ade buat ape2 salah.If ade trase ke or ade sakit hati ke.im sorry.like u said.muka aku mmg annoying pun.mmaf tau?i mean.aku pun manusia biasa jugak.halalkan semua.n for ur probs aku doakan kau brjaya harungi semua.

dekat uia pulak ade lah kawan guys yg sikit oleh kerana tidak bersosial.jadi bila ada mmerlukan bantuan aku akan mnyusahkan hidup imani dan hasif dan salam. oleh sebab ituu terima kasih atas semua pertolongan korg.seperti mmbelikan ABC di saat aku betul2 mahukan ABC.hahaha !Bnyk jugak slh aku seperti telah memasukkan virus ke dalam laptop imani kerana aku nak tgok GG.hahaha.Ya Allah sorry sgt weyh.jadi aku nak mntk maaf jika ada buat salah n silap cause aku adalah manusia yg lemahh.Aku juga sgt trhutang budi dgn pkcik hasif fadhilah ni.thanx a lot guys.i owe u tonnes (:

Then buat sahabat yg jauh tp x penah putus2 tnye khabar bahkan suruh aku bernikah awal.encik haniff.yaa.kita dah besar wei.from school lagi kau bnyk tolong aku mnyiapkan teks2 debat kita.haha.maafkan aku andai itu satu pembulian tapi idea kau semua brnas2.n kau jugak bnyk ajar aku one thing or two about life.pasal nikah tu.InsyaAllahh.jgn risau.family kitorg akn bncg nnti.n im sure gonna invite u.aku mntk maaf sepnjgn kita kwn ade gurauan yg kasar or ade yg kau terasa.maaf ye? (:

wahhh.bnyknye ucapan.sbnrnya nk mntak maaf kat ramai lagi.but my hands dah penatlah.nnti2lahhh.n for my love u kene tgok blog kita.privacy sikit (:

selamat mnyambut ramadhan n syawal ~

xo~

salam.

can i write?can i?? :)

2010-05-22T10:51:00.000-07:00

hye blog.lame gile x conteng2.
i wanted to write.but its beyond than word.
highest gratitude to my creator that had arranged everything perfectly.
i'm blessed.
my life.the air i breath is a blessing.
my family.my love.my friends.

umi abah.
kina sayang umi abah sgt2.
thanx for everything tauuu.
18.05.10.
perfect 20th annivessary.
n i'll know it will last forever.
abah bg umi cincin.waaahhhh.cayalah abah.romantik2.kina ade tolong beli kad.credits to me :)
cuti 3 bulan ni i'd tried to make everything perfect.
masakkan.kemas rumahh.
tolong2 ituu.tolong2 ini.
umiabah ckp kina makin rajin.cewahh.
bukan selalu dpt buat kan :)
dulu2 pemalas nak mmpos.haishh.

my love.
my love.i dont even know where to start.
u'll help me through a lot of things.
im blessed to meet u.
umi n abah x habis2 train me for u.haha.
funny kan?
ure name mmg stick kat mulut merekalahh sebagai ugutan kalau i malas.haha:)
its exciting to watch that ure basically me n im basically u each n every day.
hey2.thanx for everything.u've done a lot.THANK YOU.

p/s:balik new zealand mahuu lembuuuuu.hahaha :))

my friends
ahaaaa.what would i do without u guys.
from waking me up in the morning.
ade jerit2 sket waktu kejut*amazingly patient
then dine together.
laugh together.
study together.buku bsepah2.kalkulator ttukar2.
then meeting n start heart to heart talk.
all kinds of problems.
all kind of gossips.
we cry together through hard time.
no matter ure my friends from the past,the present or future.
thank you all.
seriously,i don wanna be a burden to anyone.
so i kept a lot to myself :)
i don wanna brag my happiness cause somehow we dont know how long it will last.just pray it will.if its meant to be.then its meant to be :)
i don wanna whine about my sorrow cause its just gonna make thing worst.

yg slalu update dari jauhhh.thank youu!u havent change a bit.still my protective brother.

my life now.
i love my life.
sem baru dah nak start.
aiming high this time.
dah bace2 buku sket.haha :)

Ya Allah.thanks for everything~
thanks for my birthday gift.i love it soo much!
8 jan 10.early gift.ahaa :)

signifikan :)

2010-04-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

asslamualaikuuuummmm~~

HAHA.
matikutu pule.
nk tulis ape ni??

whats g0ing 0n with my life pepel?
currently cuti 2 bulan yg beshh2!!

LIFE.
EL.AII.EFF.EEI.

my life right n0w is fine.
i l0ve my parents.
i l0ve my family.
i l0ve my family t0 be.
i l0ve my freennnss.

ever w0nder what life 0ffers?
im surprised myself.

h0w pe0ple changed.
h0w i changed.
time really had a big impact 0n us.

yaya.
we cant be 19 f0rever.
but the m0ment will be remembered f0rever.
stay significant in 0ur wh0le life.

hidup yg x tahu pnjg pendeknye.
kematian din beramb0i really strucks me.
s0 sudden.s0..s0..s0 puff.
feel like just yesterday i was watching his sh0ws.
n laughing like a t0tal maniac.
s0.its true.
death waits f0r n0 men.

jadi.
saye mahu hargai setiap 0rg di sisi
pade waktu dan ketika ini.

pada yg sudah lame dikenali.
pada yg baru dikenali.
thanx.
truly.
fr0m the b0tt0m 0f my heart.
L0VE UUUU~~

p/s:yg di j0rdan pulang cepat.mahu s0uvenir.n watch u c0meback safely :)

~Berhab0ok lah..eh2.pembaharuan!! :) ~

2009-12-27T11:28:00.000-08:00

salam...

fuh.bl0g ni da berab0k..
fuuuuuh!fuuuuh!fuuh!(tiup hab0k)
it's been a while i didn't update..
heee
:)

gile uh..
bru abes mnjalani mid sem exam.
alhamdulillah.
sume 0keyy..
Allah bg kemudahan f0r all papers..
but then,xde a bt0l sume p0n..haha..
but still..grateful gak a.
wal0pun menangis2 nak abeskan bi0l0gy yg setebal satu buku uh..
w0rth it!w0rth it!
sbb i'm ab0ut t0 leave it next sem..
hahaha.

tah0n bru.
azam baru.
eh2.bday da dkt laa..
umur baru.
guessing that my brain kne reb0ot 0r cam upgrade pr0gramme sket a..
ye a..xkan nak stuck kat 0perating system yg lme..
ceh..aplikasikan ayt2 c0mp.*prep f0r kuiz*

19 years 0ld.
my j0urney is just beginning babe.
n0t planning t0 l0ok back anym0re..
never.ever.
hidup kne m0ve f0rward..
cam acti0n p0tential kat myelinated sheath..
de x pnh n x b0leyh m0ve bckward cause yg previ0us n0de da rep0larize..*bi0l0gy sket*
cm2 gak life.i can't l0ok back.
yg lpas i'll take it as less0n..
i'm nvr g0ing t0 g0 near that r0ad again.
(da kne maki ck0p2.sakitnye.
s0,pe0ple chnge.n pr0mises are made t0 be br0ken.i learned that)

urmm..
i'm feeling like i'm n0t c0ntributing a l0t t0 my parents..
i kept failing their h0pes..
i kept ....aarghh..dun give 0n life kina..ha3.
i l0ve them.really d0..
pity them having me as their daughter..
they deserve a better daughter..
aaaarghhh..s0rry umi.s0rry abah.
i pr0mise t0 be a better pers0n.
i pr0mise n0t t0 FULLHEARTEDLY l0ve any0ne besides them..
cause 0thers will hurt n cut u deep.
s0,kina syg umi.kina syg abah.*jgn nangis kina*
i'm grateful t0 u ya Allah f0r lending me my parents.
i'm grateful t0 u f0r EVERY single thing that u gave me.
u're the 0ne n 0nly that desrved t0 be l0ved.
heart are n0t meant t0 be given t0 0thers except Y0u.

yeay!
exam da abes..
pas qada' tid0o0o i'll start cramming f0r final..
d0akan2!!!
sme2 chay0k2!!!
jgn putus ase sume.

salam
:)